December 2011
2 posts
With all this excessive healthy good food in my house, that’s all I’ll be eating! And I’m going to work out tomorrow morningthen shower then read. Yum yum fruit and veggies yum yum skinyyyy!
I just want toget rid of this lil spare tire and have toothpick arms and be light as a feather is that so much to ask?! Don’t worry about me I just don’t want to eat.
November 2011
5 posts
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raaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh what am i even saying…?
1 tag
should i make this about my boy troubles too? i guess it’s all my brain vom sooo yes. i just don’t even know what to feeel anymore. if you were so hurt by me getting with your 2 friends, there has to be something more there, you must care. after months of not talking and you being moody and upset i finally get that text at 3 am that i’ve been waiting for all along. how could i...
Skinny soon
Anorexicccc
So far ive eaten
a bowl of cheerios with skim milk and half a banana
A few shrimp and cocktail sauce
A whole wheat tortilla with 2 slices low sodium roasted turkey, 40 spices hummus and a roasted red pepper
Piece of cucumber
October 2011
11 posts
The amount of white rice I ate tonight is incredible/disgusting. I wanna vom. Why do I have absolutely zero self control?
just say no
It’ll all be worth it when im skinny
Why is it so hard for me to stop eating? Why do I have no self control? I just want to be thin
Today was turrrrrible, it’ll be my only bad day the next two weeks. But it’s my moms birthday today so that’s why. U had fruit and pumpkin pancakes for breakfast, some fruit pretty much for lunch and we’re having eggplant parmesan for dinner and spice cake for dessert. I should have worked out but whatever it’s my only bad day and a rest day. As much as I hate saying...
ignoring everything is a good option too since my feelings are just so trying to you. But as my best friend, I’d think you’d care a little more. I know if it were you in my position, I’d be a lot more sensitive, not complain that you’re putting pressure on me. Sure it might be a difficult situation but I’m not to be blamed for it and it could so easily be remedied....
WHAAAAT THE FUUCK. seriously cannot will not do this no reassuring words make up for actions
For dinner I had a salad, edamame and some sushi which is pretty good. Gotta resist the cravings to eat more! I’ll just have an apple later if I get hungry
Soo for lunch I had a 5 piece spicy chicken nugget at wendys :/ cause my best friend wanted to go after lacrosse. buuut I also had water and no fries or anything else and had a carrot when I came home and now I’m gunna do some abs and arms!
I’m turning this into my food diary/fitspo blog to track my progress. And since no one reads it it’s all good. Anywaaaay i started the day off with half a grapefruit and that’s all I’ll have till lunch. Is that how this restricting thing works?
turbo two weeks
I always put things off till tomorrow, but this time tomorrow is a new beginning. I slack off and do things I say I won’t do on a daily basis. This is the end. The next two weeks I’ll be in high gear in every aspect. Tomorrow I’m officially starting my 2 week diet to homecoming. I’m going to seriously calorie restrict and stop eating so much! I’m the worst snacker,...
I feel like I cant do anything anymore
September 2011
2 posts
one of those times
that you just hate who you are and everything in life and nothing seems like it’s going right and everyone seems like they’re doing better than you and you feel pretty shitty and boys suck and are stupid about homecoming and school is gay and nothing fun happens and everyone sucks and everything is wrong and it’s just one of those times
seeeeriously i don’t feel like doing anything.. ever. like i have tons of shit to do for school and what no of course but i just cannot bring myself to do it. WHYYYY blah sux